My Bible

I am just so thankful for all the people that have stuck with me through everything because God knows this time last year was the hardest for me, just dwelling on it brings tears to my eyes. I had lost a lot of people and it was the hardest to cope with, that I just isolated myself from the world. I wouldn’t leave my room, I wouldn’t answer my phone and I had become very ill to the point I lost a massive amount of weight and even attempted suicide over and over. But with the guidance from my fellow love ones above they helped guide me and watched over me. I am so amazed at the outcome of my life thus far, I have built some great relationship with people who I had assumed had bad intentions and would only be in my life for a minimum of time and I’m thankful and love yall so much. For some people they didn’t understand what I was going though and still don’t understand and for those reason old friendships haven’t mended because of the fact they took my distance personal. Jonathan I can’t believe I have known you going on 11years, your status in my life is so awkward but no matter where I’m at, what time it is, what the purpose is you have my back…I know I am still a little secretive and I haven’t open up to you completely but I still honor the fact that you can call me or sit with me and tell me anything and I won’t judge. Before any and everything you’re my friend first and I told you I will never let you fail and I won’t, I see greatness in you like u see greatness in me and I LOVE YOU. You’re my shoulder and the best.